a brand new chapter

life lessons

2008-01-22T17:13:00.000+08:00

Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.

When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.

Believe in love at first sight.

Love deeply and passionately.

You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

In disagreements, fight fairly.

No name calling.

Talk slowly but think quickly.

When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'

Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

When you lose, don't lose the lesson .

Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it..

Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

Spend some time alone.

oh ya btw i failed my first driving test. the road part. passed the parkin n slope.

i was sad.

but da instructor was a biatch of a woman!

failed half da students.... =(

well at least um headed fer my vacation!

destiny: langkawi! =)

wanna knw da truth?

psst: we haven planned a single thing. jux gonna hop on the bus n take it from thr! livin fer da moment!~

the rainbow afta da STORM.

2008-01-13T01:12:00.000+08:00

jux whn a storm hits us all. da IS blow so hard, da next day da survivors cum out all lost in grievin over wad lost n wads left. ppl wander aimlessly lookin n findin sumth that will giv thm hope. sumth dat will giv thm a purpose to live after all they've jux lost their life's worth.
but sumhow whn things blow over ppl find a way to move on.
leave da bad memories behind and start buildin up their life again.
once i've felt sumth close to dat. da feelin of loss. n well now i feared i mite cum across ot again.but sumhow i found da rainbow instead.
um jux glad things are gettin beta.
we're all caliberated!
hehehe

anws well um back frm KL again. jux did a bit of shoppin fer formal clothes!
man mux i say its damn freakin difficult!
everythin looks so WORK-SY fer me!
halo um onli 18! I shudn be dressin up all so formal jux to go to uni..
but dats da apparent dresscode.
anws i did get one pair aftr much force frm cousin.
so many awesome things ta buy but had ta let it all side
go n jux settle fer da formal wear.
well i guess jux tryin ta get used to da fact um growin up!
lol - damn it!
n goin to uni soon.
not even da one i expected ta go.
irony of it...
da uni in INDIA called ma dad ytd n offered me a seat at their uni.
a lil too late dun u tink...
ma seatts bo0ooked... 31 k paid to book ma seat n ma first sem accomodation paid fer~
so ya screw it..

well momma's happie, um jux a 4 hr drive away...
well i've accepted it n made da best of it!
all ma cousins r thr n family close by...
jux one thing dat pisses me off....
not bothered ta talk bout it now!
haha
enjoyin ma moments of triumph n peace!

i FINALLY PIERCED MA BELLY!
wakakaka

i knw rite seems like a thoughtless feat ta some but its a BIG thing ta me!
um uber scared of PAIN!

well truth of da matter its not dat painful...
i mean it is jux fer like 10 secs?
haha
ya in dat 10 secs i screamed!
n i mean literally screamed as da needle went thru!
loads of blood shed...
but now it barely hurts n jux a day afta...
so guys its not so bad...

da pics are a bit gruesome!
but ya haha jux wantd ta bookmark it!
LOL

hello GOOD BYE~ 08'

2008-01-04T01:13:00.000+08:00

my 08' started with a bang...
not quite wad i expected but it was a blast!

i've thought out my new year resolutions n sumhow in da makin realised whr i stand emotionaally n stuff.
well sumhow in terms of da ppl i treasure i've gained sum n im startin to dread n feel um losing sum. but i gonna try my uptmost best to salvage wads left n if thrs realli nth left thn f*** it la seriously.
people are gonna let u down.
people are gonna disappoint u.
mean things cld be said.
feelngs hurt.

but sum bit of remorse has to felt.
apologies freely given whr due
n move on!

why cant it all be dat simple...

hello 08' sayonara 07'
hope it'll be a betta yr fer me...

one nite in hell

2007-11-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

hey guys...

well i mux say life h been shit ta me tis week.
well da whole n main reason was coz i caught da EXTREMELY CONTAGIOUS stomache flu bug from lil sis which she got frm ma mom prob which she got frm lil bro which he got frm dad which he we estimate gt frm ma bro's gurlfrn in KL! n cldn go out wif bestiex!yes tis virus is one feisty bitch! esp since it attacks da tummy. n fer me any form of sickness i always get it twofold. so yaa crap! esp since i had it on one of college bestiex 18th celeb at ma place. imagine havin sushi fer lunch. feelin extremely nauseous ,jumpin around in da pool n hence throwin it all up half way . (not in da pool mind u) haha ran to da loo. lols i love ma pool n frns too much to do such a thing. n yes tts jux da tip of da iceberg. dat was my ultimate outload session NUMBA 1 of probably 10tns more. i took some 100 plus to try cure it n nope din work one bit it was more sushi on da rockx! it ws horrible.so much so i neva wanna hv sushi fer now! shucckkxxx... eerrgghh n yes it carried it on da whl nite. ma dad had his theories on how to stop my every 20 min interval of spasmms pourin out wif wadeva i put in even 2 mins ago includin a sip of water n every ounce of bile n digestive juices i has left. my throat was sore. i cld barely speak. wif da excruciating pain.even m dad gve up on all his alterntive remedies he tried coz every pill dat entered came out da same way. but i do rememba though felt like i was i dreamin. Mr STRANGER called.yes um still ALIVE! well it ll ended whn ma mom jux totally gave up n all my tummy had was emptied out at around 3am. 6-3 my moments of horror. din shower since i got out frm da pool. um jux feelin real bad fer ma darlin frens i abandoned on da 1st floor as i cldn take it no more n jux resided to my room wif ma maid at ma side holdin up ma hair till mom came home. SORRY GUYSS!

anws um GLAD its all over.
da rubble frm dat storm.- i lost 1 kg!
haha
id rather be 200 pounds than goo thru dat whl nite again!
=x

p.s: i knw tis whl entry is sooo SELF-PITIFUL!
but hey gimme sum moments to pity ma self ya? haha

oh ya updatess on ME again!wahaha
i falttened ma hair-(lame mans terms -relaxed )
but it looks straightened.
figured its da best way to tame ma hair.
wanna cut it hort but i dun dare now. scareed it'll kink up. darn
anwx
um off travellin south of m'sia (if um nt mistaken) wif da remainin of da fam. ma lil bro n sis hv golf tournies in kedah (8 hrs frm here. langkawi n penang.
hopefully ill be back by then!
hvfta catch up wif those whuse A's jux finishes esp bestie VANETTA!
if ur readin tis i sooo solemly PROMISE ta meet up whn um back! yahs?
n to da rest of ma BFFs ma SIS, PAUL, EDTWIN n MUMU!
catch ya guy whn um back yahhs!
MISS ME!!

MUACKSS~!

2007-11-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

pics pics pics

fringe gone WRONG!

2007-11-06T07:41:00.001+08:00

HO HO HO!

ummmm backkkkk!~~
LOL
i've been so uber lazzzy to blog. yes yes same old same old! =p
well um back n gonna TRY ta change! "ya right"LOL
haha im feelin crappy
7.30 in da MORNIN - "YES im up!"
jux reached back frm penang in da nite bus. a wonderful 4day trip ta go visit ma sis thr. shes in penang medical university n insisted we cum see her since we're all free n stuff. i mux say i had a blast! it was an ALL GURL trip! daddy n lil bro stayed back. me ma mom lil sis n her 2 friends. we got to do all da shoppin we wanted! muahaha
it wasnt planned but sumhow we were pretty spiritual. we visited different temples each day. will let da pics talk. n ya da last day mornin b4 we came back we actualli went trekkin! at da "TAMAN NEGARA PENANG" national park. n in all da rush. we werent quite dressed rite. haha but we did it! well i mux say KUDOS to ma mom who walked in her house slippers! thru da muds n rockaz n ekkiee stuff!we trekked fer almost 5 hrs. it was fun! haha i loveee da outdoors n doin things like this soo even wet n soggy frm da rain , da muddy grounds i LOVED IT! haha made me reminiscence our camp days! realli miised it all!*sigh* i feel so old....

my sistax car! i likeee. at the buddhist temple. an offerin

more pics soon. kinda lost ma mood. dad said i havent confirmed a place in med sch in india. competitive n shit. damn..... *sulkiin*

if onli it was dat simple

2007-10-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

hey hey ppls!
erms well tis whl week has been an exhaustin one.but totally satisfyin. din feel bored at all fer once.
met besties paul n ting on tue ta go watch tricia play against sum ite. anws NYP won! yay! congrats trish! sorrie we onli saw u play fer like 5 mins. u knw us neva hv we been early! ;p next time ya we'll try 10 mins! hehe
dat day i was like supa damn blur n lost due to dat darn flu medicine i took makin me drowsy.

oh ya hey besties, u knw dat day whn u guys made a joke bout da way indians talk n i got touchy rite. well i hav my reasons. it all used ta be funny once.jux dat i hav a frn whuse indian n had a horrid sec sch life coz she was bullied n had severe racial problems wif her fellow chinese classmates n well it may seem funny but to sum it hurts.i was lucky nt to go thru soo much of tt. i mean its not their fault they talk like dat. so im jux tryin ta be more sensitive to these things. afta all i am an indian. i originated frm a place whr almost everyone talks like dat n do many other things which are still pretty funny i hafta agree! lol jux tryin to increase my sensitivity. hope u get me ya! =)

well um totally beat! me n college frns went ta play badminton today! boy mux i say it was one gd workout. felt like i was in softball trainin all over again. how sweaty i gt! haha but it was fun! anws we ate it all back in this lil italian place. loads of pasta n bread!

i hv more ta rant bt ill stop here... hahaha wonnt bore u guys out..

onli pic i hv frm our outin! da two gacads! LOL

anws shout out!
HAPPY BELATED B'DAY DAMIAN.J.M!~ sorrie i forgot
enjoy bein 18!

away

2007-10-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

currently in kl now. in my big bro's room. hes out leavin me wif his vast diff episodes. u tink um a freak fer watchin all dat many series, well ma bro is far worse. he has evry epi frm csi to desperate housewives to some new epi called bionic woman. sumth um watchin now while easin my boredom.
anws im comin homme tmw! yipee! cant wait ta go out shoppin! din do any shoppin here. u knw me. i hv phobia of goin out alone and shoppin. dun ask me why. im still a kid! hehe

lil bro din play well fer his finals today. worst game i've eva seen him play. but still sumhow he managed ta hold 2nd place. lucky bugger!

here's me messin wif bros mac.funny shit

BIG SHOUT OUT!
my 2 BFFS are SOO frakin HOT!
proud ta be mee!
LOVES!

LOL

my thoughts exactly

2007-10-11T01:13:00.001+08:00

okays well considerin my days hv been completely uneventful n of of much usefulnes. im bein totally blunt n honest of to how um jux wastin wad people call precious time. i can slowly feel my brain melting away. my brian cell count slowly depleting as each day passes with me jux starin at a motion box. no complains there. if only life could be so simple easy n carefree. oh well jux gettin maself slowly back to reality. feel like i've been sittin in this bubble where nth in life matters anymore. oh well anws today spells the end of one tis old series i took on few weeks ago.
"VERONICA MARS" a story of a girl from high sch progressin to college showin how she moonlights to be this awesomely suberp private investigator under da wing of her dad. so shes like da go to girl in sch whn anyone needs help in findin out stuff or crimes dat occurred. anws why i love da show is mainly coz of her of-beat humour n sarcasm. oh ya n not to mention da hot guys inside. anws it was a great show! pity it got cancelled.

cousins

2007-10-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

its da end of another weekend! n da start of a brand new month. well cousin -kamini just went back home.
she spent the weekend! n it was jux plain fun! since we bth share da same
passion fer mvies we had 2 nitex of mvie marathons!
our tiring workouts due to da guilt we
feel from satisfyin our cravings.
our lil bits of gossip
our lil quarrels
our camwhoring sessions!
n jux spendin quality time wif each other.
considerin her heavy uni schedule these moments get more n more priceless
as we bth climb da ladder to adulthood!
loved my weekend!

wad modern woman wants

2007-09-27T21:25:00.001+08:00

Hi ,It's worthwhile taking 5 mins to readthis essay. Singapore girl winsCommonwealth essay prize! A15-YEAR-OLD Singaporean, competingagainst 16-to 18-year-olds, has won the top prizein a writing contest that drew 5,300entries from 52.

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*What the Modern Woman Wants**By Amanda Chong Wei-Zhen*

The old woman sat in the backseat ofthe magenta convertible as it careeneddown the highway, clutching tightly tothe plastic bag on her lap, afraid it may be kidnapped by the wind.
Shewas not used to such speed, withtrembling hands she pulled theseatbelt tighter

but was careful not totouch the patent leather seats withher callused fingers,

her daughter hadwarned her not to dirty it,'Fingerprints showvery clearly on white, Ma.'Her daughter, Bee Choo, was drivingand talking on her sleek silver mobilephone using big words the old womancould barely understand.

'Finance''Liquidation' 'Assets''Investments'...

Her voice was crisp andimportantand had an unfamiliar lilt to it.

HerBee Choo sounded like one of thoseforeign girls on television. She wasspeaking in an American accent.The old lady clucked her tongue indisapproval.

'I absolutely cannot have this. Wehave to sell!'

Her daughter exclaimedagitatedly as she stepped on theaccelerator; her perfectly manicuredfingernails gripping onto the steeringwheel in irritation.

'I can't DEAL with this anymore!'

sheyelled as she clicked the phone shutand hurled it angrily toward thebackseat.

The mobile phone hit the oldwoman on the forehead and nestledsoundlessly into her lap.

She calmly picked it up and handed itto her daughter.

'Sorry, Ma,' she said, losing theAmerican pretence and switching toMandarin.

'I have a big client inAmerica.

There have been a lot ofproblems.

'The old lady nodded knowingly.

Herdaughter was big and important.

Bee Choo stared at her mother from therear view window, wondering what shewas thinking.

Her mother's wrinkled countenancealways carried the same cryptic look.

The phone began to ring again, anartificially cheerful digital tune,which broke the awkward silence.

'Hello, Beatrice! Yes, this isElaine.' Elaine.

The old woman cringed. Ididn't name her Elaine.

She remembered her daughter tellingher, how an English name was veryimportant for 'networking',Chinese ones being easily forgotten.

'Oh no, I can't see you for lunchtoday.

I have to take the ancient relicto the temple for her weird dailyprayer ritual.

'Ancient Relic.

The old womanunderstood perfectly it was referring toher.

Her daughter always assumed

That hermother's silence meant she did notcomprehend.

'Yes, I know! My car seats will bereeking of joss sticks!'

The old woman pursed her lips tightly,her hands gripping her plastic bagin defence.The car curved smoothly into thetemple courtyard.

It looked almost garishnext to the dull sheen of the ageingtemple's roof.

The old woman got outof the back seat, and made herunhurried way to the main hall.Her daughter stepped out of the car inher business suit and stilettos andreapplied her lipstick as she made herbrisk way to her mother's side.

'Ma, I'll wait outside. I have animportant phone call to make,' she said,not bothering to hide her disgust atthe pungent fumes of incense.

The old lady hobbled into the templehall and lit a joss stick, she kneltdown solemnly and whispered her nowfamiliar daily prayer to the Gods.

Thank you God of the Sky, you havegiven my daughter luck all these years.

Everything I prayed for, you havegiven her. She has everything a youngwoman in this world could possiblywant. She has a big house with aswimming pool, a maid to help her, asshe is too clumsy to sew or cook.

Her love life has been blessed; she isengaged to a rich and handsomeangmoh man. Her company is now the topfinancial firm and even men listento what she says.

She lives theperfect life. You have given her everythingexcept happiness. I ask that the godsbe merciful to her even if she haslost her roots whilereaping the harvest of success.What you see is not true - she is afilial daughter to me.

She gives me aroom in her big house and provideswell for me. She is rude to me onlybecause I affect her happiness. A youngwoman does not want to be hindered byher old mother. It is my fault.The old lady prayed so hard that tearswelled up in her eyes.

Finally,with her head bowed in reverence sheplanted the half-burnt joss stick intoan urn of smouldering ashes.She bowed once more.

The old woman had been praying for herdaughter for thirty-two years. Whenher stomach was round like a melon,she came to the temple and prayed thatit was a son.Then the time was ripe and the babyslipped out of her womb, bawling andadorable with fat thighs and pinkcheeks, but unmistakably, a girl.

Herhusband had kicked and punched her forproducing a useless babywho could not work or carry the familyname.Still, the woman returned to thetemple with her new-born girl tied to herwaist in a sarong and prayed that herdaughter would grow up and haveeverything she ever wanted.

Herhusband left her and she prayed that herdaughter would never have to depend ona man.She prayed every day that her daughterwould be a great woman, the womanthat she, meek and uneducated, couldnever become.

A woman with nengkan;the ability to do anything she set hermind to. A woman whocommanded respect in the hearts ofmen. When she opened her mouth to speak,precious pearls would fall out and menwould listen.

She will not be like me, the womanprayed as she watched her daughter growup and drift away from her, speaking alanguage she scarcely understood.

She watched her daughtertransform from a quiet girl, toone who openly defied her, calling herlaotu; old-fashioned.

She wanted hermother to be 'modern', a word so newthere was no Chinese word for it.Now her daughter was too clever forher and the old woman wondered why shehad prayed like that.The gods had been faithful to herpersistent prayer, but the wealth andsuccess that poured forth so richlyhad buried the girl's roots and now shestood, faceless, with no identity,bound to the soil of her ancestors byonly a string of origami banknotes.

Her daughter had forgotten hermother's values. Her wants were soephemeral; that of a modern woman.Power, Wealth, access to the bestfashion boutiques, and yet her daughterhad not found true happiness.

The old woman knew that you could findhappiness with much less. When herdaughter left the earth everythingShe had would count for nothing.

People would look to her legacy and saythat she was a great woman, but shewould be forgotten once the wind blowsover, like the ashes of burnt paperconvertibles and mansions.The old woman wished she could go backand erase all her big hopes andprayers for her daughter; now she hadonly one want:

That her daughter behappy. She looked out of the templegate. She saw her daughterspeaking on the phone, her browfurrowed with anger and worry. Being at thetop is not good, the womanthought, there is only one way to gofrom there - down.

The old woman carefully unfolded theplastic bag and spread out a packetof beehoon in front of the altar.Her daughter often mocked her forworshipping porcelain Gods.

How could shepray to them so faithfully and expectpieces of ceramic to fly to her aid?But her daughter had her own gods too,idols of wealth, success and powerthat she was enslaved to andworshipped every dayof her life.

Every day was a quest for the idols,and the idols she worshipped countedfor nothing in eternity.All the wants her daughter had wouldslowly suck the life out of her andleave her, an empty soulless shell atthe altar.

The old lady watched her joss tick.The dull heat had left a teetering greystem that was on the danger of collapsing.Modern woman nowadays, the old ladysighed in resignation, as she bowed tothe east one final time to end herritual.

Modern woman nowadays want somuch that they lose their souls andwonder why they cannot find it. Herjoss stick disintegrated into a softgrey powder.

She met her daughteroutside the temple, the same look ofworry and frustration was etched onher daughter's face. An emptyexpression, as if she was ploughing throughthe soil of her wants looking for theone thing that would sow the seeds ofhappiness.

They climbed into the convertible insilence and her daughter drove alongthe highway, this time not as fast asshe had done before.'Ma,' Bee Choo finally said.

'I don'tknow how to put this. Mark and I havebeen talking about it and we plan tomove out of the big house. Theproperty market is good now, and wemanaged to get a buyer willing to payseven million for it.

We decided we'dprefer a cosier penthouse apartmentinstead. We found a perfectone in Orchard Road . Once we move into our apartment we plan to get ridof the maid, so we can have more spaceto ourselves...'The old woman nodded knowingly.

Bee Choo swallowed hard. 'We'd getsomeone to come in to do the houseworkand we can eat out-but once the maidis gone, there won't be anyone to lookafter you.

You will be awfully lonelyat home and, besides that, theapartment is rather small.

There won'tbe space. We thought about it for along time, and we decidedthe best thing for you is if you movedto a Home. There's one nearHougang-it's a Christian home, a verynice one.'The old woman did not raise aneyebrow. 'I've been there, the matron iswilling to take you in.

It's beautifulwith gardens and lots of old peopleto keep you company! I hardly havetime for you, you'd be happier there.

''You'd be happier there, really.' Herdaughter repeated as if to affirmherself.This time the old woman had no plasticbag of food offerings to clingtightly to; she bit her lip andfastened her seat belt, as if it wouldprotect her from a daughter who didnot want her anymore.

She sunk deepinto the leather seat, letting hershoulders sag, and her fingers trace thewhite seat.'Ma?' her daughter asked, searchingthe rear view window for her mother.'Is everything okay?'What had to be done, had to be done.

'Yes,' she said firmly, louder thanshe intended, 'if it will make youhappy,' she added more quietly.'It's for you, Ma! You'll be happierthere.

You can move there tomorrow, Ialready got the maid to pack yourthings.' Elaine said triumphantly,mentally ticking yet another item offher agenda.'I knew everything would be fine.'Elaine smiled widely; she feltliberated.

Perhapsgetting rid of her mother would makeher happier. She had thought about it.It seemed the only hindrance in herpursuit of happiness.

She was happynow. She had everything a modern womanever wanted;

Money, Status, Career,Love,Power and now, Freedom, withouther mother and her old-fashioned waysto weigh her down...Yes, she was free.

Her phone buzzedurgently, she picked it up and read themessage, still beaming from ear toear. 'Stocks 10% increase!

'Yes, things were definitely beginningto look up for her...And while searching for the meaning oflife in the luminance of her handphone screen, the old woman in thebackseat became invisible, and she didnot see the tears.

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i found tis realli touchin n horribly sad. but sumhow whn u look at it. its sadly true

boredome

2007-09-26T18:36:00.000+08:00

okays well um seriously seriously BORED outta my skull!

well fer starters my sis went back to india on sun. n i hate to admit it but i miss her. we did loads of talkin n she was tellin bout her life in india n how its not easy n how her old friends in singapore kinda tick her off da way dey ask her questions like ( do u get this thr n dat thr?)

u knw sum sumhow a bit racist oh well wad da hell rite. my sis is not bothered. i tink more upset. i mean we knw its ulu n not exactly da best choice but dat was all our dad cld afford at this current time. so she jux dealt wif it.i mean accordin to her its not soo bad once u get used to it n well u still get damn gd teachings. so wad if u hav to live in dirty streets fer a couple of years.

um sorry um pms-in.

all this racism in my country is jux drivin me mad. but honestly its jux sumth we gotta live wif.its not onli happenin here. but all around da world. so shut up n deal wif it!

anws on a happier note!~

i PASSED my theory test fer my driving!!

haha now i can finally do my PRACTICAL!

yipee!~

soon ill be behind 4 wheels!

but honestly um a bit terrified?

i shud be rite?

oh well

lol

sorry for rambling away

2 words

IM BOREDD~~

my 18th!

2007-09-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

hey guys!

im totally lovin my blog!

kudos to my darling PAUL!

she sat down at 4 am revamping my blog to make it visible on internet explorer!

dunno hw u did it, but ur a GENIUSS!

haha

thankew darls!

anws two days ago my darling bestiex came ova n stayed!

even miss paula cristina! lol though wif a wee bit of screams frm her momma!

haha (*um still scaredd now*)

well it was a REALLI small gatherin!

haha but i had a blast!

all my fav ppl were thr! n they were there fer me!

minusin- vamu darlin, n tricia n van! *sobs*

knew u wld be thr if u cld rite?!

haha

wad else cld i ask for rite!

hehe

not to mention all da great gifts they got me!

i love all of them! =)

ill let the pictures do the talkin ya?

thanks guys fer da prezziex! i love them all!

but love u guys more!!

shes my blood! thnks fer everythin u've done fer me!

thnks fer understanding me like noone else!

shes a friend to keep n cherish!

ill love u no matter what! babe no way will i let tis friendship stray!

the one guy i can count on! bestiex fer life! GO MAN U! wahahaha

we make a rockin good team ya?! =D

anws i mux say although i was rather down n skeptical bout bein 18 but it feels like 17! haha

i mean age is just a number rite? ur maturity n wisdom comes with life choices u make n experiences u hav in life.i've experienced a whole lot in my 18 years that sumhow has built me to be a better person.i've made good n bad decisions which not one i hav regrets as these bad decisions turn out to be da timeless moments i will carry wif me.to add to it all i hav made a terrific bunch of frenx who hav made my life full of rainbows and butterflies n sunny days!

they help me through the storms n windfalls n pick me up whn i hav fallen.

paul n ting u guys hav contributed to that a whole lot! although u did not approve of all my decisions u were thr whn i fell and was at my down-est moments showerin me with love n laughter to ease my pains. u pulled me through n watched me grow! thnks fer all our wonderful memories togethr!

all i can say is that i am blessed to hav MANY dear friends who i am sure will become lifetme friendships!

i dun wanna take anything fer granted.

life's too short to bear grudges n hate or vengeance!

im lovin life n learnin to cherish every min of it!

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interview

2007-09-12T00:17:00.001+08:00

hair blackened
formal attires out
hav my interview with m edical uni in india tmw
wish me luck!

ever after

2007-08-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

An epic film tellin the CINDERELLA STORY. Set in the 16th century showing how a woman , danielle(drew barrymoore) inspires her king and how love blossoms as the story unravels its a major love film n i jux LOVE IT! its got a happy endin fer starters! =)
check out the website to see da flash!
http://www.foxmovies.com/everafter/thestory.html

dun ask me why but i find him hot! mixed in wif his thick british accent! yums! hehe

a life without love is no life at all.

2007-08-13T16:19:00.000+08:00

im sad.
comps burnt.
mama's mad.

hopeless n disappointin.

results!

2007-08-11T19:57:00.000+08:00

hellos!

hmm well dat big day has come n ju went bye!
well MA RESULTS of course!
da blardy damn ting dat determines whether i get into medic or not?!
anws ill jux cut to da chase...
din do too well nor too badly..
onli disappointment in ma damn MATHS!
BB- FOR BIO N CHEM
darn C- for maths
oh well not happy not sad...
its alright fer me...
i managed ta pull ma D grade of chem to a B
n i maintained ma bio...
so um okays...
n i meet da requirement fer med in 2 of da unis i can afford...
so its al good...

=D

nws thnks soo MUCH SIS!!
FER DAT SWEET POST!
u make me feel like a million dollars!
love ya ta bits!
alwways n forever sweety!
hoes ova bros ya?!
(p.s um so quotin one tree hill)
hehe

muackz!

3 days to reality

2007-08-06T17:52:00.000+08:00

um back frm KL. last night ta be exact.i mux say da journey home was pretty interestin. ma mom had her bunch of cd's so we played it. n dey were full of oldiees! so we played tis game.guess da artist.i probably knew lyk one. of all of thm.
who knew thr was a band called 'chicago'. haha well um nt dat music savvy. anws thr was tis song dat played. n gosh memories jux came floddin through.
i mean i have a song which reminds me of different years in ma life datin back ta whn i was in pri 6.
pri 6 - only love by trademark sec 1- there was tis whole s club 7 phase ma fav "i never had a dream come true" i tink i can almost sing da whole song up till now.lol
sec 2- coldplay - yellow , clay aiken - the way, only hope- mandy moore
sec 3- all abt simple plan - welcome to my life, avril lavigne- my happy endin
sec 4- there can be miracles - mariah carey , avril lavigne-nobody's home
yr 1 (a'levels) - one hasnt hit me yet

anws seriously dun ask me why these songs. their just lil stuff dat jolts ma memories of these pre precarious years.

im feelin pretty messed up now! ma biological clock is majorly screwed... i slept at 4 am last nite and woke up at 2 pm.. crazy huh. din get changed or showered till 5.
guess reality is smackin me rite in da face huh.
time waits fer no man.
n um jux sittin n watchin time pass me by...
ma results will be out in 3 dayss...
dats ma reality check...
dats my future waitin fer me...

insomnia

2007-08-05T03:58:00.000+08:00

its lyk 4am exactly now.
currently finished disc2 of "ghost whisperer".
dts lyk 8 epis
anws its aight.a bit spooky esp watchin it at tis hr.
lyk ugly betty more actualli.u knw me. terriefied of da supernatural.
well all da other dramas/series i follow are kinda stalled now. so yap keeps me occupied.my ultimate fav ONE TREE HILL. thn sadly da OC! omg da final episode rox! but its all over nw.
n ermms smallville n prison break. n ma darling gilmore girls ended too. wif 7 seasons onli.
crap crap
um jux ramblin on.dun blame me! its way past ma bedtime. hehe
but truth of da matter kinda anxious bout ma results actualli. jux found out its comin out on the 9th on da net. way earlier thn da date we were told da 16th! so ya ma tummy is already doin flips jux tinkin bout it. so ya ma darlings. pls pray fer me!
im dead terrified!
i mean tis is by far da biggest exam i've tken! it totally determines my future! O'levels is cake nxt ta tis. i jux need sumwhr ta vent n ramble.
n btw um currently in KL now. for many purposes many of which u'll see useless but one imp one ta see ma darlin nephew "aryan". hes da most adorable creature u've eva seen!
hehe
currently 4 months but still pretty tiny!
got loads of pics man!
will upload whn i return!
oh yas usin ma bros comp ta blog now. its a MAC n it totalli rox! supa huge screen wif a great cammie ta camwhore!
paul n ting u guys wld jux LOVE IT!
CAMWHORIN TIMEE!
yummy!
miss u guys la!

HARRY POTTER N DA DEATHLY HALLOWS!

2007-07-25T16:34:00.000+08:00

ATTN: PPL WHO HAV NT FINISHED READIN DA 7TH BOOKN DUN WANT IT SPOILT DO NOT READ TIS POST!!
HARRY POTTER N DA DEATHLY HALLOWS!
=AWESSOMENESS!!=
well omg da book is like full of drama i mean loads of action less dialogue n loads goin on okayss.. like neva a borin moment! ron n hermione = soo cuttee harry n gi nny= a bit sad but hey dey end up married so wad da heck huh?! haha well my darlin HARRY ROX OKAY! hes totally a HERO! n okays this is time ta pay tribute to all those whu perished in da battle against voldermort (he-who-must-not-be-named)
[1]mad eye (in da beginnin while transportin harry ta da save house)
[2] dobby (saved thm while they were trapped in a malfoys wretched dungeon) [3] FRED! (hes pretty cute! wad a losss!lost in battle at hogwarts)
[4] remus n tonks (both died in batlle leavin their son behind)
[5] severus snape (he sacrificed alot fer dumbledore n da greter gd n hes afta all good! n omg he was in love wif lily james potter, harry's mom) how sweet n sad is dat rite. n he was always fer protectin harry!
[6] n the other 50 peeps whu perished in battle

HALLOWS OR HORCRUXES!?
WHICH WLD U CHOOSE? i tink i wld go fer horcruxes!
i dun realli feed on da thought of conquerin death!
n wow harry chose horcruxes!
VOLDEMORT IS FINALLY DEAD!!
*cheers*
haha
LOVE CONQUERS!
n ya harry married ginny
n their kids names are realli sweet
albus, james ,lily
n ron n hermione also tied da knot wif kids..
how sweet is dat rite.
HOGWARTS is da onli sch u need ta attend n da ppl u meet thr will be ur frns or partners fer life.
if onli da real world was dat simple...

well i mux say its all sounds soo dumb n all...
tis is not real..
all childs play rite?
but hey ppl can dream rite?!
lol jux something to lighten da soul...
haha um SOO SATISFIED wif da book...
no complains ended well...
no loose ends...
haha

oh ya
UM BACK!
N BORED AS HELL!

[10]

2007-05-29T17:52:00.000+08:00

LISTEN UP PPL!!
TODAY! MARKS A VERY SPECIAL DAY!!
ITS MA DEAREST SIS B'DAY!!
a.k.a MS HO WAN TING!!

HAPPIE 18TH B'DAY SWEETY!!
lol ur officially legal ya?!
hehe
haha so sorry i cant be thr fer u!
hope u had a splendid time wif wad paul COOKED UP!
waitin fer da juicy stories!! lol
love ya plenty plenty!!

muackxx times 18!!
hugsss times 18!!

[10]

2007-05-23T17:17:00.000+08:00

ELLO PPLS!

hahaha um BORED!

seriously!
home alone.
not literally.
but ya WDEVA!

anws BIO paper 4down!
many many ta go!

hmm well next qn. hw was it rite?
i dunno wad ta say actualli.
it was nt gd not bad.
had its nice qns
n had its bad!!

eva heard of a BLUE chicken?!
eva heard of male havin XX chromosomes
n female XY chromosomes?!

crazzy la cambridge!

anws nt gonna be affected... still hav
bio p5
chem p4 (big big SCARRY paper)
mechanics 1
pure maths 1
chem 1,2,3,5

yeaps n da thing is its abt 2/3 papers per week...
so draggs till da 14th JUNE!
sorrie sis a.k.a MISS HO WAN TING
if i dun update till thn ya?!

hahaha

MISS U LA!
MISS EVERYONE!

n ya THNKS!
ZIRA, MAGS N TING!
for ur TAGS!

hehe neva fails ta brighten ma day!

=D

naws me gone fer now!

take gd cares ma beloved frns!
tinkin of u guys alwaysss!

=)

exams

2007-04-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

i knw been ages since i blogged.. jux lost da drive...
esp since ma blog is inacessible to many..
anws

jux tot id update da major parts of ma life!

4 weeks ta EXAM!
one month!

imm goin crazzy!

esp since im down wif SLEEPY syndrome!

findin it hard ta stay awake even in da day!

anws miss u guys ma dearest DARLINGS!
we'll meet up afta da 14th june kx?!

house arrest till thn!

love u guys!

MUACKZ!

STAYOVER AT SIS!

2007-04-10T16:30:00.000+08:00

psst: tis post is dated a week back realised it din post.lol

time she woke:aprrox 1.30pm
time she slept:approx 3.00
haha ya jux lettin u knw dat i hav clocked in da maximum no of hrs in such a long time. stayed over at darlin sis -ms ho wan ting humble abode fer 2 days. well da whole purpose was fer me ta find a job.n yet i went back home jobless.haha
well wad can i say we bth jux dun hv will power! lol n we get easily distracted. oh ya n i kinda helpe her lil bro in sec 1 maths
n i jux realised i've forgotten many things n its not as easy as i anticipated. but i tink i managed to teach him sumth sumhow.lol
i actualli thought i was nt bad a teacher okays!haha i mean he got almost everything i thought him.okay back to da job hunting thing.. oh well i guess um not as committed. so ya forget dt. anws we watched da dumbest mvie eva! seriously
STAY AWAY from it! total waste of 2 gd hrs! "THE DEAD GIRL" sounded interesting n well ms ho wanted ta celebrate us bein 18 so since it was an M18 show it was a go. haha i wanted ta watch a NC16 show "nanny diaries" but could be a crappy mvie too. lol
anws ya and u knw da sad part of it all whn we bought da ticks n went in noone asked us fer ID! *sobzz* did we seriously look dat old? lol oh well gd n bad. it was memorable moments. ting bought a webcam!we had our video calls wif edwin n tricia! ultimate fun fun!it was crappy beyond words. pity we din get ta hear tricia play though. 2nd nite was an abrupt second nite stay over.proves ma mom doesn want me anymore.lol she suggested b4 i even asked.anws we cldn make so much noise so we stopped after da 2nd mvie n decided ta go to bed. well not realli fer 2 hrs..haha we ended up talkin bout everythin n anything. haha total gurl talk. marriage kids things we wanted to do. things we were plannin ta do togther n jux totally random stuff till we knocked off.
n whacked part of it all...
ting;s bro who was supposedly snoring away on da up bed actualli listened in on our conversations!
haha embarassin ..lol oh well he cant possibly rememba everything..
anws i had 2 awesome days of fun!
thnks sis fer providin me a home in sing
somehwr i knw i can go to whn in need n da best company a gurl cld ask for!
ur da BEST!

2007-02-14T19:38:00.000+08:00

first of all
HAPPIE V'DAY TO ALL!!
well most say dat v'day is jux a day fer couples ta share...
well partially i agree...
but um happily single!
but still belief in da spirit of v'day!
da greatness n joy of love!

made me tink of dis one specific mvie/book... a walk ta rememba...
ma all time favourite...
*sighs*
so makes me feel like cryin...

one verse came from thr
tt i belief is da true meanin of love...

dis is da full version:

I may speak in the tongues of men, even angels;
but if I lack love, I have become merely
blaring brass or a cymbal clanging.

I may have the gift of prophecy,
I may fathom all mysteries, know all things,
have all faith -- enough to move mountains;
but if I lack love, I am nothing.

I may give away everything that I own,
I may even hand over my body to be burned;
but if I lack love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient and kind, not jealous, not boastful,
not proud, rude or selfish, not easily angered,
and it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not gloat over other people's sins
but takes its delight in the truth.
Love always bears up, always trusts,
always hopes, always endures.

Love never ends; but prophecies will pass,
tongues will cease, knowledge will pass.
For our knowledge is partial, and our prophecy partial;
but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass.

When I was a child, I spoke like a child,
thought like a child, argued like a child;
now that I have become a man,
I have finished with childish ways.

For now we see obscurely in a mirror,
but then it will be face to face.
Now I know partly; then I will know fully,
just as God has fully known me.

But for now, three things last --
trust, hope, love;
and the greatest of these is love.
Pursue love!

1 Corinthians 13

anws HOPE EVERYONE FEELS LOVED TODAY!
I KNW I DO! '
LOVEE YOU GUYS!

p.s:thnks fer da e-card mr.
=)

2007-02-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

EXAMSSS!!!

AHHH!
BRAINS BURSTIN!

exams start next week!!
da whl wretched week!

mon-bio
tue-mechanics
wed-chem(SOO MUCH TA STUDDY!)
thurs-pure maths
fri- SLEEEP

ahhh!
stoppid mechanics was changed frm fri-tue!!
needed da time ta study fer chem!'
need ta burn midnite oil...

anwx knw ma nursin dearies + TRICIA
sittin fer exams too rite?

GOOD LUCKS!
ALL DA BEST!

mahal kita!

bad BAD day!

2007-02-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

The cheerful girl with bouncy golden curls was almost five. Waiting with her mother at the checkout stand, she saw them: a circle of glistening white pearls in a pink foil box. "Oh please, Mommy. Can I have them? Please, Mommy, please?"

Quickly the mother checked the back of the little foil box and then looked back into the pleading blue eyes of her little girl's upturned face. "A dollar ninety-five. That's almost $2.00.

If you really want them, I'll think of some extra chores for you and in no time you can save enough money to buy them for yourself. Your birthday's only a week away and you might get another crisp dollar bill from Grandma."

As soon as Jenny got home, she emptied her penny bank and counted out 17 pennies. After dinner, she did more than her share of chores and she went to the neighbor and asked Mrs. McJames if she could pick dandelions for ten cents.

On her birthday, Grandma did give her another new dollar bill and at last she had enough money to buy the necklace. Jenny loved her pearls. They made her feel dressed up and grown up. She wore them everywhere - Sunday school, kindergarten, even to bed.

The only time she took them off was when she went swimming or had a bubble bath. Mother said if they got wet, they might turn her neck green.
Jenny had a very loving daddy and every night when she was ready for bed, he would stop whatever he was doing and come upstairs to read her a story.

One night when he finished the story, he asked Jenny, "Do you love me?"
"Oh yes, Daddy. You know that I love you."

"Then give me your pearls."

"Oh, Daddy, not my pearls. But you can have Princess - the white horse from my collection. The one with the pink tail. Remember, Daddy? The one you gave me. She's my favorite."

"That's okay, Honey. Daddy loves you. Good night." And he brushed her cheek with a kiss.

About a week later, after the story time, Jenny's daddy asked again, "Do you love me?"

"Daddy, you know I love you."
"Then give me your pearls."

"Oh Daddy, not my pearls. But you can have my baby doll. The brand new one I got for my birthday. She is so beautiful and you can have the yellow blanket that matches her sleeper."

"That's okay. Sleep well. God bless you, little one. Daddy loves you" And as always, he brushed her cheek with a gentle kiss.

A few nights later when her daddy came in, Jenny was sitting on her bed with her legs crossed Indian-style. As he came close, he noticed her chin was trembling and one silent tear rolled down her cheek.

"What is it, Jenny? What's the matter?"

Jenny didn't say anything but lifted her little hand up to her daddy. And when she opened it, there was her little pearl necklace. With a little quiver, she finally said, "Here, Daddy. It's for you." With tears gathering in his own eyes, Jenny's kind daddy reached out with one hand to take the dime-store necklace, and with the other hand he reached into his pocket and pulled out a blue velvet case with a strand of genuine pearls and gave them to Jenny.
He had them all the time. He was just waiting for her to give up the dime- store stuff so he could give her the genuine treasure. So as it is with our Heavenly Father. He is waiting for us to give up the cheap things in our lives so that he can give us beautiful treasure.

Isn't God good?

Are you holding onto things which God wants you to let go of?

Are you holding on to harmful or unnecessary partners, relationships, habits and activities which you have come so attached to that it seems impossible to let go of?

Sometimes it is so hard to see what is in the other hand, but do believe this one thing..................

God will never take away something
without giving you something better to
take its place.

2007-02-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

ITS A SAD DAY!

first of all id like ta say.. I HATE whr i am now!!(dun wan kena sued)
hate dis f***ed up country!
house was broken into...
nt realli broken into..
prob jux walked in...
bth momma's laptops GONE!
haix

she called me in college...
in tears...
so sad ta see hear like dat.. realli
cme back n she was all upset..
these 10 yrs hv been HARD on US esp HER...
"all 10 yrs of ma life is GONE"...her words
she lost all her work DATA.... n loads n LOADS!

wish i cld do somethin...
wish i had sum telepathy powers ta cget those jackasses!
she doesn want a new lappy...
she wants her 2 old ones back~~!
*sigh*

lucky ma big bro was here...
he was all logical...
hence dint realli breakdown...
jux glad we're all safe!
i've heard worse...

=x

[10]

2007-01-28T12:12:00.000+08:00

ONE TREE HILL!!
omg its BACK!
n da 1st 2 epis rox already!
lucas is wif peyton!
tot id hate it but peytons finally HAPPIE!
n dey hd dat emo connection long ago...
brooke as gorgeous as eva!
n NATHAN - omg i wld marry him too at 17~! HAHAH

n yeah watched CHEETAH GALS 2 last nite!
its GOOD!
but high sch musical beta!
but it still ROX!
barcelona is GORGEOUS!
n deres n OoOBBER CUTTEEE guy! MAJOR EYECANDY!
hahaha
i love dimples!!
hehe

kinda reminded me of our "come on ova" moments!
SCOUTS!
hehe well at least most of da friendships stayed yea...
LOVE U MA AMIGAS! <33

anws din get ta talk ta ma sis much ... nor mr aussie ytd...
was kinda tied up wif all dis mvie madness...
sorrie guys...
u knw i tink its ma CURSE..
ppl i care bout are always FAR FAR AWAY!
sigh
oh well..

anywho!
fri..
college darlings came ova!
had a blast!
hehe
got me outta ma depression fer a while...
hehe
<3

2007-01-25T20:52:00.000+08:00

maths test was ok. onli.
got ma beauty slp.
feelin more positive.
cant get tis feelin out.
irritated.
sigh.

stupid gal
wad were u tinkin
im.not.missin.u
a.t.b

2007-01-24T16:42:00.000+08:00

INSOMNIA!
well seriously tis whl week i prob din get any GD sleep...
ok fine.. define fallin aslp?
ta me its whn im totally knocked out n oblivious to ma surroundings..
n i dream! well i dint GET any of dat SLP! ma mind was wide awake... constantly bein flooded wif random thoughts...
n i cld open ma eyes anytime i wanted...
tts nt sleepin rite?
sigh...
wads WRONG wif me!
haha i knw pauls gonna say " WHATS RITE WIF U?"
hahah
well at tis pt...
NTH!
haha

im feelin a lil positive nw..
had a heart ta heart wif hui yin (gd frn)...
i mean we;re nt even very close..
but she kinda understood ma situation...
n u knw sharin ma thoughts wif her realli easened da burden...
n ta add i've got soo many great peeps frm across da causeway whu hav ma back!

anws i've got MASSIVE MATHS TEST TMW!
2 HR paper.
wish me luck!

thnks for da LOVE u guys!
u knw i love u ALL!
haha ZIRA too!
since tricia paul n ting love u soo!
hehe
<33333333333333333>

sleepless nite.

2007-01-22T17:58:00.000+08:00

omg...
sis! paul!
im in tears jux hearin frm u guys...
hehe
im soo emo la..
feel so dumb rite nw...
hehe
thnks fer ur support...!
love u guys MANY MANY MANY!!
=)

well its been a real down weekend fer me..
din get much slp last nite...
one spent wallowin in doubt..
tinkin bout da future...
whether ma dreams can be achieved...
i mean its time ta grow up..
face reality tt ma future awaits..
will leave home soon...
n seriously another person whu tells me "dont do medicine la"
SCRAM OK!
jus get out of ma face...
seriously...
im here workin ma wits out tryin ta ACHIEVE ma DREAM!
n thr u go tellin me ta jux giv up...
screw u..
ok enuff...enuff

thali SHUT UP!

well i guess u nt da onli one walllowin..
but um da onli one whuse fixed on MEDICINE!
n i need CHEM!

um sorry i gotta get it off ma chest...
i hafta realli focus tis 6 months...
im puttin maself on house arrest...

sis cum visit me ok?!
hehe
<333

u knw tis mornin till late afternoon was all happie n joyful..
took ma "happy pills"... lol
thnks ta mandy n vamu!
super crappy durin bio n thn our long break..
but nce we were back in college..
STOOPID moral studies...
got me tinkin again...
was all crappy n laughin thruout da class..
but min it ended... was feelin all emo again...
oh well!
face da music huh!
dun cry over spilt milk...

sigh
its over if i wanna a remark its 125 pounds!
so ferget it..

anws ill scatter...

end of ma depression fer now..

[10]

CRAP!

2007-01-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

ok darn ma blardy blog...

all ma besties cant view it..

n ppl whu can... haha so damn far away or i dun realli knw thm...

anwx...

um pretty depressed..

hais

got ma results...

was realli bad..

dunno whether its me or jux plain bad luck...

3Bs- bio.math.n.GP

1C- physics(dun realli care.not.doin.anymore)

most disappointing!

chem!

i seriously cldn belief it...

i worked soo hard at it..

at least i tot i did...

ppl whu din work as hard got As...

ok fine dun compare..

whu knws dey may hv worked hard..

i dunno

AHHHH!

*cries*

hais hais

dunno wad ta do...

wanna cry bt i see no pt..

i wanna do medicine!

i wanna be a DOCTOR!

its been ma aspirations since i can remember....

i need chem...

f***

im sorry um no fun to anyone rite now..

guys fer tis 6 months jux leave me huh..

gotta work ma ass off ta pull up ma grade..

realli pull it up...

ma mom said..its time ta give up everytin n giv it all u;ve got..

feel so hopeless now...

but um nt givin up..

thrs nth standin in ma way..

no heartbreaks..

no emotional ties...

jux me n ma books...

u can do it thali...

knw u can...

sigh

im even talkin ta maself now...

oh well like ma life..

ma blog is screwed... onli can be viewed like tis...wif tis stoopid pink layout!

damn im even startin ta hate pink..

tink ill go black..

jux like ma mood..

dunno why...

2007-01-08T18:33:00.000+08:00

i dunno if u guys still cant aceess ma blog....

anwx um like seriously crappy now...

had lyk 3 hrs of slp frm da day b4...slept late last nite n woke up real early fer class!

cld barely keep ma eyes open thru bio....

ta add ta it... da chap we're doin now is a real bore...evolution,selection blah blah blah...

hav sum shout outs! its like da b'day season....

to ma dearest PAUL! a.k.a bestie ak.a charmed sista!

haha soo many la!

HAPPY 19TH B'DAY!!

had a great time at ur house!

met sum great ppl...emm see if i can rememba...

zira (PRETTAY!), zuli (FRIENDLY!),yan,emm n da malay guys! haha

only hope.(miss dat song)

realli hope u had one too...

hope tis yr will be one full of smiles n laughter!

all da best in everythin!

mahal kita!

*muackxx*

n n n ....

HAPPY 19TH NISHA! (bestie frm college)

had a great time today!

haha cam-whorin

arcading!

crappin!

hehe

n da kiss!

*muacks*

hahA

mein tumse pyaar karte hoon.

pics pics pics...

hope ma damn net can pull it off...

5 yrs of frenship.... =)
our friendship will soar great heights!

erm...... lol

random...

2007-01-03T20:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YR GUYS!!

may tis yr be a blessed one for u all....

may it be filled with joy and laughter...

may it be a success in every aspect....

may it be a yr wif no regrets!

college started!

crazzy madness...

yet borin new topics ta be learnt...

results comin out on da 22nd jan!

wish me luck!

got HOLIDAY hw ta complete!

[10]

2006-12-30T12:37:00.000+08:00

hi hi hi !

haha i can get da award fer da most frequent updater!
ok i hv so much ta say... so shhhh n read!
hehe
ytd nite was daddy's annual dinner!
its dis dinner dat he has every yr fer his company..
so yeah as da daughter n family its an obligation ta attend...

so at da dinner...
me lil sis n bro ( all da kids left in da house) went ta da balcony... ta get awae frm da freezin ac...

sis: hey dat car looks like (ma big bro's) car. (new model so hard ta find)
me: *sarcastically* yeah n here he cumes with his new chinese gf!

n guess wad!
da person whu stepped out of da car was ma BIG BRO!
lol

we were like so damn shocked la!
haha ma bro was supposed ta be workin thru new yr!
made me hate da thought of workin..
but da client cancelled last min!
hehe
me ma bro r not very affectionate but i was realli glad ta see him!
i wld hav hugged him!
lol

oks well enuf excitement thr...
im realli surpsrised ta say tis but i haad LOADS of FUN!
i mean thr were sum fun games!
lol
n i mean real funny!

FUNNIEST!: tis drinkin contest!(beer)
da winner was da first ta finish SUCKIN da beer of a MILK bottle!
ma dad n uncle took part!
it was realli funni!

n i tell u!
its da first time in ma 17 yrs hav i seen ma dad dat drunk!
haha
he was seriously high!
i was soo embarassed seein him lidat....!
but yet it was fun!
haha

n danceflooropened!
even bigger shocker!
ma mom pulled me up ta dance!
n man can she dance!
haha
i was realli shocked!
seen her dance b4 but not like tis....
hehe
she wasnt high though i tink!
haha
ma dad was dancin with everyone!
lol
n i mean anyone!
haha sm of his staff whom i knw were laughin at me sayin hes gone MAD!
haha
well ma dad is always da uber serious one around n i tink dey too neva seen him like tis b4!
hehe
honestly neithr hav i....

oh ya! n i met tis realli adorable baby!
jackson?! joshua?!
haha cant remmba!
but hes a real darlin!

anyhow picx picx picx!

hehe well i'v been tryin ta post all thru da day wheneva i cum back its failed!

oh well gimme credit fer tryin!

lol

basketball madness is back!!

haha

um on fire!

yeah!!

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2006-12-28T19:42:00.000+08:00

hmmph!

pretty cranky now...

mr sumone jux left wifout sayin gd bye...!

wads wrong wif proper gd bye huh huh huh?!

its hard sayin gd bye...

so da longer da beta!

haha tts wad i tink!

oh well....

anyhow another SHOUTOUT!

HAPPY B'DAY TO MA DEAREST SIS!

lol if mention her u guys wldn knw... ASHA LAKSHME! hehe learn now ppl...

hehe i hav a big family...

shes numba 5 in da kiddy line in ma fam....

da new yr comin n all gets me tinkin...

i tink dis yr i've matured quite a bit...

lol

although at home um like such a kid...

haha but on da inside i've grown..

like money wise..

i used ta hav nt much care of wad i spend....

but ytd i went out wif van...

n i was like realli thrifty!

haha proud of me?!

hehe well n me n van had tis real heart ta heart conversation n i was almost tearin jux tellin her bout ma fam...

hehe so was she...

lol

it was like we had tis moment i felt we understood each other...

hehe

well um realli glad tis HOLS i managed to do loads of things i neva got to do b4!

i mean...

neva dared...

or jux wrong timin..

tis time da pieces fell in place...

at least most of it...

or jux din bother too...

LETS SEE WAD I'VE MANAGED TA ACCOMPLISH TIS HOLS!

managed ta hang wif ma SIS (a.ka. miss ho!) n do loads of catchin up....

managed ta get PAUL ta come over ma place! actualli cross da causeway!

*three cheers for PAUL*

hehe

managed ta rekindle a lost friendship... i felt it a lil dunno if its mutual...

managed ta get a guys contact n pic taken! haha a guy i actualli like! lol dunno if tt was mutual either!

but its da courage tt counts!

managed ta move on fer real fer real!

managed ta stay single! (haha tt was real easy n FUN too!)

hehe

managed ta fall in love!(jux a few days) thn snap outta it! haha jux n infatuation!

managed ta deco a whl x'mas tree all on ma OWN!

(wasnt gorgeous but was OK!)

managed NOT to do any studyin! (trust me tts da easiet part!)

managed ta keep ma BLOG runnin alivE!

hmmm....

ok um all blanked out....

pics time!

ma cousins at x'mas!

crappy hehe cam-whorin!

lol our advert fer da tree!

2006-12-26T02:39:00.000+08:00

today! i wanna make a big shout out!

to ma DADDY!

Happy 55th B'day!

ya knw i jux tot id type tis down coz i jux wanna show u guys

wad a great dad i hav!

5 yrs ago ma dad was in a leadin firm...manager of his firm...jux ready ta retire...have sufficient cash fer us ta further our education...n enjoy retirement...i mean um nt braggin or anth but we were close ta bein millionaires but ma dad preferred we had da best education...n thn his company came tumbling down...a world wide firm...jux crashed like tt...i mean ma sis had jux gone overseas....25 yrs of wad he worked for jux gone like tt... i jux cry tinkin bout da pain he wld hav felt...its like this high tower of blocks u spent hours buildin n it jux came down....oh well ma dad... he din even shed a tear...he jux got up n moved on... collected his losses n tot of da future... for us... his kids...he started his own firm... now at 55 (retirement age in m'sia)..its still buildin stages... like he started frm scratchn ma dad is still workin day n nite thru it...tts not all... not onli does ma dad hafta take care his rather large family of 6... hes been supportin his own family of 8... his sistaz wif major financial probs... ma cousins education....n well da lists goes on... i mean i feel like ma dad is da jesus christ in his own family n well a DAD more thn eva in mine!

he's been thru soo much hardship n yet he;s still tryin ta pull thru to give us da best in everything!

wad more cld i ask for in a dad huh...

i guess wad um tryin ta say is...

I LOVE MA DADDY!

n to me he may not be all cool n stuff...

he cld be old fashion...

he cld be very pias...

he cld be very naggy...

but he love us all da same....!

their ma LIFE! id give up ANTH fer thm!

ma onli christmas wish is fer this family to stay tis way!

n ma dads burdens lifted soon!

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MERRY X'MAS

2006-12-25T02:43:00.000+08:00

HEY PPLX!

JUX WANNA SHOUT OUT TO ALL U GUYS!

WISHIN U ALL A MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!

HOPE ALL UR WISHES N DREAMS COME TRUE...

MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

LOADS OF LURVE!

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2006-12-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

u mux knw by now...um like realli bored as u can see by da frequent posts...i knw i sound pretty pathetic..lol i dun care though... went out wif besties frm college today... did a bit of shoppin... bought sum stuff... din manage ta buy anth fer sibs though... nth i tot deyd like..i hate shoppin fer gifts.. its hard! wld she like it? wld she use it? oh well... din get anth fer thm. wish cld hop on ta sing..thrs nth in this darn country! damn.. anwx...

mom jux called...shes comin back frm kl wif lil bro n sis...

oh yeah guess id betta say it here!

real proud of LIL BRO!

he won overall MALAYSIANS under-8 golf CHAMPION!

heheh SOO PROUD of him!!

he was interviewed by two newspapers... utusan m'sia- malay paper n 'the star'

cool eh?!

one of da articles is out but its in malay!

i rememba whn i went wif thm ta one of his tournies and he won champion once again!

thr were like a dozen cameras thr snappin his foto!

n moreso da tv crew was thr!

damn

hes already a star by 7!

anwx back here... *snaps fingers*

mum was hintin bout da x'mas tree...

which she wants me to do...

she tinks i haven done it..

wanna surprise her whn she returns tmw!

i mean i was procrastinatin...its no fun doin it all on ur own..tt pt whn i was doin da tree...i felt real sad...wished big bro n sistas were thr... tis was one thing...everyone wld pitch in.. n now their all aawae studyin or workin...soon it'll be me.. haiz....

oh well...christmas always gets me tinkin...here sumth..an e mail i received...realli suits da season blues um havin..hehe

Around the corner I have

a friend,

In this great city

that has no end,

Yet the days go by

and weeks rush on

And before I know

it, a year is gone.

And I never see my

old friends face,

For life is a swift

and terrible race,

He knows I like him

just as well,

As in the days

when

I rang his bell.

And he rang mine if,

we were younger then.

And now we are busy,

tired men.

Tired of playing a

foolish game,

Tired of trying to

make a name.

"Tomorrow" I say!

"I will call on Jim"

"Just to show that

I'm thinking of him

But tomorrow comes

and tomorrow goes,

And distance between

us grows and grows.

Around the corner

yet miles away,

"Here's a telegram

sir" "Jim died

today."

And that's what we

get and deserve in the

end.

Around the corner, a

vanished friend.

Remember to always say what you mean .If you love or like someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

stay over!

2006-12-21T18:44:00.000+08:00

alright...

i was real brain dead...

prob parrtiallly still...

went out wif ting ytd...

stayed over at her place last nite...

wanted ta do a lil bit of christmas shoppin...

n ended up goin home empty handed...

man i hate tt!

frustratin...

anwx tricia arrives fashionably 'early'...

lol

n we decided ta catch a mvie..

I WANNA WATCH ERAGON!

sumone take me pls!

this is da point i pout over da fact um single!

damn.

if nt cld force ma guy into takin me!

haha oh well i told um partially brain dead...

jux crppin!

anwx ended up watchin "night at da museum"

i tink u guys wld hav heard bout it by now...

starrin "ben stiller"...

well i mux say it was real funni....

sumthn differen frm da usual...

anywho...

at ting;s place... we furthered our mvie venture...

watched "pulse"... anyone heard bout it?!

erm... too tired to explain...

search it of da net..

but it was scary shit kx...

mde me a bit freaked...

since lately um glued to da comp...

ma dearest ting fell aslp like hlf thru da shw...

poor ting..'

mux be exhausted frm her attachments..

apparently their not allowed ta sit fer hrs...

tts plain torture!

poor things...

me n tric were left wide awake..

me frm drinkin too much coke...

tric i tink freaked frm da shw...

lol

bored

we watched "over da hedge"

a cartoon...

to take our mind awy frm it...

tt was funni too...

anwx mornin came...

i barely slept da whl nte...

sum reason n others...

mind was racing..

moreso da rain kept me awake..

funni huh?

i hv one last ting ta say!

i wanna a BABY!!

hehe

ting momma been babysittin tis cute baby a.k.a toddler gurl... ting doesn even knw her name..

but shes soo adorable can!

omg!

n to add ta it!

tric momma also babysittin...

soo unfair!

another cutie pie! boy!

haha like happy feet lidat!

if u hold him up...

his feeet non stop mvin!

haha

wait wait wait!

i took a foto!

introducin!! nathan! um already his biggest fan! haha sum wld knw why

his face so 'selamba' eh tricia?

I WAN A BABY!!

lol

ok brains shuttin down..

too much excitement fer one day...

um beat...

need rest....

prob go into hibernation soon!

thanks fer da company u guys!

sis.. i love u soo much!

good luck at attachments!

tricia!beware gonna cum steal nathan!

loves!

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2006-12-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

LOVE!

haiz...

its all around us....

you knw one min ur all strong and happy bein single!

n da next this GUY jux cums along and makes u all weak at da knees...

a crush forms...

da more u see him...

tink of him...

an infatuation....

n b4 u knw it ur fallin fer him....

whether he feels da same way is another problem...

n sumtimes, mosttimes its a no no...

n heartache cumes...

haiz...

why are gurls a sucker for romance...

hehe

well um not in love if dats wad ur wonderin but its da season for love...
da darn rain is makin me all gloomy...

i hav this frn...
shes punjabi...
hes chinese..

now shes goin thru a dilemma whethr she shud go on wif him coz her parents will disown her if she marries a non-punjabi...

i knw nop point blamin da parents...
i mean their conservative n their not gonna chnge...
wad she gonna do?

well shes been shunnin him...
poor guys all miserable cozs she refuses to tallk/confide in him...
thn he turns desperately fer help...

im no love doc..
haven been tt lucky in love in da past...
either a regretful mistake...
or doomed relationships...

well im ma opinion...
she shud hold on to him as long as she can...
i mean u neva knw...
things can change...
n if u love sumone i dun tink parents shud get in ur way...
it leavess room fer regret...
n u end up not bein able to move on...
blamin ur parents...
its ur life...
u hav one life...
live it....

dont u tink?

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bitterness!

2006-12-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

HOMe SWEET HOMe!

hehe um back once again frm a long journey frm kl!

its damn exhaustin!

cant wait to snooze in ma comfy bed!

oh well today was real emo day for me la...

i dunno why...

was real pissed, upset,angry all at da smae time...

i guess was pms-ing

da tot of comin home to an empty house all over again...

it wasn soo bad da last time cos ma SIS - ting was here for a while...

but da min she left dat feelin came back...

anwx

um back!

so pppl!

LETS GO OUT!!

keep me company pls!!

-i hav christmas shoppin!

-jux plain shoppin!

-n loads of catchin up!

haha i knw its onli a few weeks ago i met up wif sum of u guys!

anwx today talked to him again...i missed him.. yes i did... shh ok!

hehe..

but we talked as frns...

after all tts all we'll be...

msn pals..

hes far away...

um far away...

ma hopes end thr...

haha

n i doubt he feels da same way i do...

its frns for him...

anwx i end here...

i cldn upload da fotos for a long time!

so heres sum frm ma dearest cousins weddin!

ma crazzy cousins can dance!

hehe eyecandy!

well tts all ma comp permits fer nw... i gt loads more pics... frm ting n pauls crash at ma plce to ma trip to kl!

2006-12-10T13:22:00.000+08:00

halo halo!

ting is currently here at ma housE!!

=)

paul n ting came over ma plce on fri...

yeah PAUL came across da causeway!

haha ting is like PR in ma house!

lol

anwx i mux say we had truck loads of fun!!
fun fun fun!!

haha actualli in ma opinion it was fun becox of their company!
lol

we jux sat in ma room chattin n crappin...
moreso makin MTV - we're breakin free!

haha

paul so kuku la...
she forget howta go ma room!

dey bth signed their names in a cupboard in ma room eh....
haha shhh!!

anwx we played pool... which was lyk a damn crppy game...
haha but fun!

we even invented drills for pool...lol improve our 'skill'
thn...
we jumped into da pool
NAKED!

hahah jux kiddin...

puhleasse! ma dad at home...

lol

3 of us tryyin ta balance on this one float!

i tink we sank lyk 4outta 5 times!

but was fun!

ended wif a mvie n pizza...

hav loads of pics but ma damn net is blarddy slow can...!

lalala um happpie! content!

PAUL ,TING! THANKS U GUYS FOR AN AWESOME TIME!!

LOVE YA GUYS TRUCK LOADS!

we'll meet up soon!

................................................................................................................................

ok i haf sumthn ta share... jux wanna put it down so lyk if i forget in da future i can go back n laugh at maself!

lol

well rememba dis dinner i was tellin u bout....

well thr was this someone!

eyecandy!

lol u knw wad i mean!

we had eyecontact i tink!

we danced together!

took pics!

exchanged e mails!

but oh well its impossible... hes far away in down undeer...

sadly!

but hey a girl can dream rite!

infatuated?

crushin?

misses...

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crazzy.maddly.in.lurve

2006-12-05T20:16:00.000+08:00

UM BACK UM BACK UM BACK

oh ya i tink i've said tt now too many times leavin it meaningless...

well wad hav i been up to?

lyk i said i hadta attend ma cousins weddin

which i mux say was pretty awesome

haha well i mean shes one of ma couzzies um pretty close to n well shes 30 but she acts like a kid... like me

haha n its jux unbelievable shes tyin da knot

thr were loads of mixed emotions throughout da weddin...

tears n joys....

ma couzzies sis was pretty upset cos their reallli realli close n now she'll be alone...

i was pretty sad fer her...

knw wads it like ta be alone...

its sux

i hav loads of pics ta post.... but um realli beat... jux decided ta revamp ma blog since paul insisted eh... haha paul tis is fer u

so tired la jux searchin fer somethin i like

wish i knw howta make ma own....

haix...

well ill talk loads more afta a short break...

was gonna upload fotox to make it less borin but so far ma freakin net connection onli permits one damn foto...

hehe

ma fam wif da bride.

ladidadidum!

2006-11-21T14:43:00.000+08:00

LADIDADIDUM...~~

HAHA~

EXAMZ ARE OUT!

*SCREAMS OUT LOUD*

no more whinin...

no moremuggin...

no books!

thnk god!

hehe

um actualli gonna leave for kl shortly...

cousins weddin!

um excited coz we.re quite close!

n first time sumone real close is tyin da knot!

haha

and too apologies to ma dearies...

cant go out wif you all..

hehe

ting ting! sorry cant celeb ur b'day wif u... (not wan ting ah.. )

SIS,PAUL,TRICIA,VAN,EDTWIN!

well go out next week kx!

miss ya guys!

dun forget me!

ill be back!

realli

realli...

hehe

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damn examx!

2006-10-31T20:21:00.000+08:00

hey ppls!

SORRY for da typo...
ma dearest sis called today n asked whether ma examx were over n so did edwin last week....
now i knw da source of tis mis info...
lol

ma examx end promptly on da 21/11/06

sorry for da typo error...

till thn i dun tink will be back here...
anth e-mail me kx!
i check tt everidae! =D

anwx let me update u on da "exciting" weeks i've had....

been at home...ma books...
college fer examx... thn home...

lol knw um exaggerating a bit...
i do go out wif ma mom at times but jux fer a while...

jux dun wanna feel guilty for doin anth b4 all ma papers are over..
moreso this determines ma college entries...
dun hit da grade cant becum da healer eh.... hehe
sorry guys for nt bein able ta go out wif you guys!
MISS YA GUYS!
buckets full!

sis a.k.a ting tong teng
if u can wait fer me kx~! wld lurve ta goo shoppin wif u!! haha but if u cant... jux go enjoy da cash u got while it last! we'll still hang out afta ma papers kx!miss ya!

examx = m.i.a

2006-10-04T00:58:00.000+08:00

okx.

nth much ta say.

2 weeks ta big BIG papers.

got ma results.

=x

dun hafta say much

no fails though. but tts nt wad um lookin fer.

anwx nt gonna be arnd much.

loads ta studyy...

damnedly addicted ta new serial [HOUSE] => medical series abt weird diseases each week.

like regenesis - on hallmark but tt has more action

this revolves arnd a rather odd guy whuse brilliant in his own way.

no worries hes nt gd lookin , a lil old.

but dun blame me , kinda have da hots for his mind. realli. impressively enlightenin

wish me luck on ma road to whu knws whr!

i hafta study!

yeapX. keep tellin maself dat....

anwx fer anione interested:

examx start= 16/10/6
examx end= 21/10/6

see ya guys next time!

chriox!

muackz!

=D

SKIPPED?!

2006-09-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

I SKIPPED SCHOOL TODAY!

ok dunno why i had ta block leta tt. anwx yeah i din go ta sch coz i knew it'll onli be like a few hrs of class n i kinda slpt late da nite b4. haha i knw no excuse ta miss.

BIG NEWS! for me la!

ONE TREE HILL!!!!
GILMORE GILRS!

the new season is out!!!

haha in US i mean. da painstakin weekly downloadin starts again! thnk god this time my bro more efficient so jux watch it off his lap! haha i knw i sound nutss! but um a sucker fer these kinda serials. da 1st epi of tree hill was soo saad! i mean in a way !

well took an 45 min drive to play golf. da whl lot of us.
din feel lyk goin.
but wad da hell am i supposed ta do at home alone?!

i tink i made da record for da most numba of balls i lost!
i tink almost 10 balls! in 9 holes. haha

i lost ma swing.
so was realli messed up.
hittin all over da place.

nwx dat marks my 'evenful day'

oh ya! n me n ma cousin teamed n won ma bro in pool afta like 4 matches!! n i made da winnin shot!! =D

oh ya OH YA! f.y.i! um startin my drivin tmw! =) but da borin theory parts first la. =x
but at least um startin rite!!

um out early day tmw!

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emo nite.

2006-09-27T19:47:00.000+08:00

ytd::
my day was realli taxing. had loads of hw n dis darn physics surprise test. n thn she was lyk" i dun tink we'll be takin ur prelims as ur forecast results coz its too easy, i mite jux take this test". man i was like wtf la. halo lady u din even tell us we had a test comin up. n i seriously suck at physics so im definitely gonna fail. i actualli told her this. no worries i wasnt da onli one complainin! anwx lyk i predicted i failed.... like realli badly. felt so hopeless la. i mean my examx r in less thn a month. i jux hate physics! no two ways abt it. cant even bring maself ta start studyin fer it. soo much i duno.. oh well screw tt. my day gets worse k...

cme back n fast forward till dinner. n yeah lil bro was all up my ass ok. i jux felt like punchin him man. i meann arrghh! thrs soo much i can tolerate k. um nt ur blardy ply toy. i reallli blew up afta much toleration n da worst parrt. mom n freakin uncle wwere lyk lookin at me lyk it was my fault...."hes jux a small boy"... " dunno why u cant tolerate him" . it was soo f**ked up okx. i was damn pissed. din even touched ma dinna. jux went up ta ma roomn n bam... i wass soo mad. and soo upset. it was lyk everyone was against me. i felt like punchin somethin...in da end i broke down.... cldn stop cryin la... i mean it was like soo much anger n pain all goin thru at da same time... felt soo alone... memories afta memoriesjux kept floodin in....n all da painful ones.... more tears...buckets n buckets... n well in exhaustion i kinda fell aslp for lyk n hr...

woke up realisin i gt lyk 20 pgs of bio hw n wldn wanna see ma damn bio teachers agrression all out on me... surprisingly i was all concentrated.... well no one was talkin to me.. i was a ghost in da house jux wonderin arnd... finished up n da tv was taken by sum jackass...

so say this hindi mvie in ma bro's room....

"kaal ho naa ho"

translated: wad if thrs no tmw or sumth lidat...

its abt this guy who is dyin (but we r nt suppose ta knw) and he comes to this town to seek treatment n brings life n happiness to this realli scarred family ( a dad whu killed himself n a grandma whuse always up da moms neck) . eventually he falls for da gal in da house. man its soo sad , he finds out that he cant be cured n tt gal fell for him too... but whn she came up n told him.. he jux said he was already married.. gosh i cld see da hurt in his eyes.. i knw i knw its jux a mvie but sharukh khan can realli act kx... n dat min on i jux cldn stop cryin... i watched da movie b4 n knew he was gonna die so i cried even more... even b4 da endin reached... oh ya thrs this other guy (he's nt bad too) has liked her fer yrs n finally goes for her whn shes in love wif da other guy... but da other guy knwin tt he wont live ta be wif her (or see her go thru another loss,like she had soo much pain in her life)so he helped da other guy go after her knwin all da right things ta say.. finally he ( da frn) proposed n she agreed and whn evrone
was soo happy n rejoicin ... da other guy had ta put on an act as tears came down.... n yes more tearrs frm me... onli his mom cld see him pain....sigh...

anwx i cldn bear ta watch da endin.. it was late... my nose was all clogged... my eyes runnin.... i had class early... so i stopped it at da 3rd disc n went ta bed....

yeapx tts my one supa emo nite for me....

out

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public break!

2006-09-25T14:48:00.000+08:00

its a public hol today..da start of da starvation month... haha nt for me though. onli da malays but we get da breaks too... anwx lemme updat fer sat...ill keep it short...

[sat]
met up wif sis a.ka ting at around 2 or 3? seriosuly no clue. we kinda dint plan anth or whr ta go. so well she was tellin be tt bugis has now becum da new orchard? tt true? i dunno haven been thr in ages. so yeah headed ta bugis. thn we decided catch a mvie. "john tucker must DIE". so i gave a call ta edwin. well mux say he was real sweet. ps his frn n came meet us. haha thnkx bro! a lil part of ma heart was kinda touched thr. jux a lil, bleahx. he caought da mvie too.. mux say it was funni n damn bitchy at da same time. totally my kinda show. a chick flick. haha well i din realise how cheap things were at da bugis market. me n ting kinda scaled da area. n i was regrettin. thr was dis realli nice skirt we bth liked. n i jux bought one frm topshop for like RM133 ++ .n tt skirt was onli 18 bucks. haha wadeva la. its spnt nth i can do.

next next mvie ended we headed ta orchard n like went ta cine. headed ta da arcade.. haha was pretty crappy la. we played house of dead. kinda wasted most of our coins thr. haha man i knw suck at it. edwin was next in line for da suck list. ting wasnt soo bad eh. haha well thn played racing. ok edwin totally sux at this! i mean it! we all were like soo bored as da car was not goin tt fast n he was crashin da car badly. yeah thn played i dunno da name of da game. we use this hand thingy ta hit da puck. edwin totally won us in da first game. u knw us gals. we cant accept defeat so round two we won! yeah ta us. satisfied we left.

ok dis da FUNNI part we went ta da apple shop n da latest notebooks have a cam which can had damn funni effects. i tink we spent like half n hr playin wif da cam. esp mr edwin ong! totally disfigurin his face la. ok i have one of ting... damn funni.like ahma lidat...

-yeap thats ting. ms ho wan ting!

- haha thats us! i knw i look damn freaky!

dinner at da kopitiam near cine. one of edwins bright ideas.. seriosuly. wanna taste da most sucky food. its thr!

i tnk i reached home at midnite. was soo beat.

-thankx u guys for da fun time!-

though miised:

paul,tricia,van,damian!!

i guess another time kx.

[sun]
recuperatin frm day out in sun. a bit of studyin.like realli abit. n worked out a bit. badminton n running on da treadmill. n yeap da bed once again

[mon]

jux came back frm da golf course. went ta play nine holes wif ma mama. man has she improved n me well totally went down la. im lazy ta go to da range. onli like made 2 good tee offs. to add to my agony it was a walkin course so u knw how low my stamina has gone. i was so tired jux walkin da nine holes moreso hittin. i knw sum say golf is a borin game. but i tink its a highly diasciplined game tt nt everyone can play. hehe yeah jux makin my point. okx um out. hafta start studyin..damn finals/ AS examx in 3 weekx!! its time ta hibernate! n i dont mean sleep!

peace!

byex!

love love love!

outing's wif bestiex!

2006-09-24T01:17:00.000+08:00

um realli beat.tink ill update this day tmw?or tmw? or tmw? whn um nt procrastinatin...
got sum funni pics ta post to.

nitex

peace'

p.s: had a blast edtwin n ting~! hope ta meet soon!! loadsss n loadss of lurve! =D

crappy...

2006-09-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

nth much ta say today...

jux another ordinary day in asha world..

had borin eng class.. din bother ta pay much attn n i guess ma teacher knew hence dab staring. sha came up n told me bout ma gp paper too. apparently my grammar was pretty sucky durin da paper n i was like pretty shocked coz i tot it wld be my content. i mean ma grammar is exceptionally nt bad i tink. i tink its careless. i was jux nt in da mood ta write dat day so prob damn carelss..

yeapx afta celebrated hui yings b'day. was da classic.sing da song cut da cake. yadadada cldn realli enjoy much rushin for damn physics.

cant wait ta get over physics end of da yr. n id hav soo much more time.

well 4 weeks n countin da da BIG EXAMX!

chirios

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da.beginning! =x

2006-09-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

okx okx well um here once again.. duntake me as a frequent blogger coz um so damn lazy ill hafta tink twice or wait maybe trice b4 i start bloggin. haha okx updatex on ma lyfe...

dooms day/armageddon/independence day? who knwx well tt day has cum!
man ma one week break jux flew bye. n i literally mean flew man. i mean i can jux rememba gettin wishes frm my buds fer my b'day n now well lemme get to da pt. DA RESULTS~!
ok im damn mellow dramatic so mind e. get tt frm ma mom actualli.

my weeekend was pretty much a bore.postponed wif ting till next week coz my mom wanted me go golfin wif her. but turns out da damn rain gt in our way.lurve da cool weather it brings but it sux ta get all wet. so well was a whl weekend at home.
this weekend was alot of me time. i mean din make much contact wif ma sunway peeps n even whn dey msgd i din feel like replyin. its like i jux felt like being alone for a while. guess wad caught up on my mvie library....

-watched da whl smallvilee season 5!
-rewatched gilmore gals season 6! (though din watch da last epi as was too sad =(
-watched 'devil wears prada' (pretty nice actualli)

ok cant rememba da rest... hmm..

um out gtg mourn ma last few moments of non-muggin...

hehe man ma mom is nice da way she put it...

mom: um nt naggin of anth but startin tmw its countdown to AS

me: *nods* yeah sadly i knw. damn

mom: take it as da first leg. like da qualifiers ( A golf thingg)

me: if onli its were a game .gosh

tis it realli it. it makes or break my future. *whining*

out

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da one pathetic week...!

2006-09-15T03:05:00.000+08:00

if ya guys dun already knw um one hols. jux for one damn week. pretty pathetic n its abt ta end. well mux say its nt great a week but was ok i guess..um nt used ta bloggin n well onli reason um back coz i stumbled across ma old blog n kinda jolted ma memory of da past. lol din even knw it existed. haha well here goes...

well MON : da break in!
omg! ok jux came back frm kl sendin ma sis off. pretty sad moment. onli ma mom was in tears. i was sad but ma dad promised i cld take a trip thr durin da dec hols. so it was ok. i mean i tink ma sis is pretty damn brave. goin ta an unknown place all by hereself. g8 thing goin alone wifout da rents is she made loads of frenx. of climax of da day!

me.big sis.small.sis.lil.bro.uncle went for movie.gosh.cant rememba wad mvie. n jux as we were done got a call frm ma mom?! i mean she freaked me out ok. she told me sum indo/malay guy was in our house. can u imagine he climbed in thru a realli high window. n he was in our guest room while ma mom was like sumwhr close by. freaky/scary ppart was ma mom came face ta face wif him! man she was brave. she shouted at him in malay tellin him ta leave. ya knw i mux say god is on our side. thank god he listened n wasnt armed or anth! da min i came bak i hugged ma mom! terrifyin kx. man i hate dis country. its soo damn dangerous la. jux months ago ma frn lost his dad over a car theft. gosh.

TUE:
went for movie AGAIN! " MY SUPER-EX GALFRN"
haha i tink was ok. jux dun tink worth watchin in cinema. okx remembad watched " lil man" on mon. tt was hilarious. super sick jokes okx. my small sis din even laugh coz i dun tink she gt any of time. prefer white chicks any time! yeaps did a bit of shoppin at cs. saw tis nice boots! wanted ta buy but no palce ta whr it. damn. im still gonna buy it though...sooner or later =p

Wed:
ok borin day. jxu spent da day at home watchin gilmore gals! its a series thing. moved frm season 5 ta 6. jux so u knw um a sucker for these kinda series... follow tightly ...da oc.onetreehill.greys anatomy. des housewives....haha yeah i cld go on.

Thurs
:dats today rite?! ok dat was lame. went over ta tebrau city. i guess most wont knw. but its dis newly opened mall near ma college. had a purpose ta buy this topshop skirt id been eyein n ma bro wanted ta bring his gf ta shop b4 dey left. haha i eneded up onli buyin bras.like seriosly i tink um damn fickle. well actualli um more money conscious. jux realised ma mom had a disc card for topshop n i din take it frm her so decided ta wait. well ok we went for movie at night! GHOST GAME! ta me its da scariest mvie of da yr! i was prac on da floor. moreso i screamed even more thn ma bros gf! haha she was happy as sumone out beat her. lolx seriously watch it! i tink its sooooo scary! =x

ANNOUNCEMENT TO MA DEARIES!

paul : thnkx soo much for da wishes n da weird foto on ur blog. hehe.ur always close ta ma heart if nt in it! =) seriously miss yeu! hope we can hang out soon! *hinthint*

sis(a.ka. ting!) : i dunno if u read dis but i miss yeu dearly!

tricia: glad we're still in contact! =) ur da top 5 ta wish me eh! haha thnakx! made my nite wif ur crappines~! miss ya loads!!

edtwin: man mr ur one stranger. one min ur here next ur nt! well glad our friendship made it dis far! misses mr frog!

van: woman! i dun even tink u wld cum close ta ma blog but sub consciously knw ur missed gal!

damian: yadadada haha ur missed too! no worries! =)

B'day Hives!

2006-09-09T17:45:00.000+08:00

well well well....!! um back!! not for gd jux till i get bored again! anwx din even rememba i started tis blog.seriously tts scary.um startin ta question my memory! OMG!
haha sorry its da 9th! i dunno sum ppl wld knw why um soo nutty! i mean like man mockx are finally over! n i feel s relieved (cept fer tt stoopid conscience of mine reminding me of da one wretched month left to da big papers!) n well i kinda had this whl pre b'day celeb on fri!

well tot id SAY thnkx ta all whu came n shared those moments wit me~!

was touched!

sorry hadta make u guys break da surprise!

SO'S tis os how um gonna be spendin ma b'day...

my sis is goin off tmw..or shud id say today.haha well to da most unexpected place. INDIA!
well um excited fer her but a bit sad. haha my mom is all emo already. shes been cryin since fri. i wld too if i was my sis. goin thr all alone. so we're goin ta da airport in kl ta send her of

bt i mux say its been a great PRE b'day !

my moms been seriously pamperin me!

i mean nt like she doesn always!

but this is much much more...

ill fill whoeva reads this soon as i get back frm kl.

byex!

lurvex ta all.....

BeTa daeys....

2006-05-08T18:10:00.000+08:00

hehe yeapx yeapx
one of ma beta days ok lemme update....

[sat]
well got ma ass up for damn malaysian studies at college n wait
to add to it we had 3 hrs of bio replacement....well lucky ma frenx are one hell of
a crappy bunch...haha so wasnt bad..has mcq test.basically paper one.n yeah i din study much if u must knw so yeah kind abad thr.anwx was so damn tired n din feel lyk studyin anymore so
3.5.6 had flown bye n i missed MI3! so yeah asked if anyone wanted to blow goin home n studyin to go to da mvies! n yeah ma dearie partner in crime agreed! ting ting! man i lurve da tings! so far i hav 2 gd frenx! ones ma sista! n dey bth rock! well well
finally watched it! hehe as usual dear TOM CRUISE WAS SOO HOT! n yeah da actress too... woah! steamin...hawaiian mixed chinese....hot bod....nways yeah was a great mvie...liked da first 2 beta but yeah for a sequel it was nice...a bit more homely....less on da erotic side! hahaif ya knw wad i mean.lyk all those bond mvies n da 1st two MIs....well came back was abt to go slp whn ma momma's frn ask me watch this hindi mvie wif her...yeah watched it b4 long ag'o
'mujhse doste karoge' in translation "will you eb my friend?"...well it was great!realli meaningful..shows da sacrifices da extend love will go thru... man i cried truck loads! so sweet n yeah HAPPY ENDINg! well i cried cox of all ma expperiences in life n how thr was so much love...yeah personal...unexplainable....n yeaps dats da highlights of ma day!

[sun]
well nth great
jux slummed on ma couch n was with ma friendly partner
da tv.

[today!]
ok well its a relaxing day!
had a physics test...open book! hehe we kind force mr k. hehe to make it open bk...cant rrealli
call it a test considerin thr was sum discussion! hehe i was kinda glad coz it din feel like a total blunder.considerin i din study at all
yeah suppose to hav 3 hrs bio class but we realised was cancelled
so called up momma n yeah back home!
watched OC - was sadded jux liek ma dear tree hill- wad a horrid endin
hope its not da season finale...cant wait to d/l da next epi -if thr is

well status: blurred kinda mood
: back aches!

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crappy dae.

2006-05-04T19:10:00.000+08:00

ok well kinda crappy dae actualli.
dunno jux feel so agitated
guess many factors tt contribute ta it
startin of da day is kinda personal
to top it of i jux passed bio test like 10/20
damn feel so low
most of thm did beta thn me
sigh
hafta go study soon
got blardy freakin buckets loads of tests!

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The real feelin of STRESS!

2006-05-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

DAMN

ok well tt jux hadta cum out.din realise how screwed i was.had a bio test today.suppose to wake up la but ya as usual da alarm rang n thr i was jux turning it of n snoozin of again. well crammed in thru classes.chem cher noticed but i tink she din realli bother. i din realise how stress i cld get till today. how much i read the more facts i realised were thr to memorise.n da g8 news ma mids r in 2 weeks. almost 10-15 chaps per sub. subs um currently takin
bio
chem
physics (eekx!)
maths
GP
Malaysian Studies

well pray for me.loads loads of tests comin up.i even hafta go back to shcool on sat to sit for this crappy progressive test! even public holx da classes hafta be replaced!thr goes ma saturday. well i guess dats da payment for comin in late...anw A'levels march peepx rock! haha.lurve u guys.no regrets comin back. um enjoyin collge life cept for da big lumps of studyin i hafta to do.

anwx fun note! MI3 is out today! i wanna WATCH! hottie in da house! *screamx* well um still a fan of him! hafta catch da mvie...whn i wonder man

todays like da onli day ihaf to relax...although haf a damn bio prac test tmw.bt i dun care.haf a feelin ill fail tis bio test anwx. n ya lets see um so missin ma frenx in sing! all hav started poly too. happie fer thn but miss thm dearly...!

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Black n White PARTAAY!

2006-04-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

okx okx ma first post afta so long.
hmm well lets see...
um in college now waitin for dreadful physics to start
feel so damn crappy
had maths test pn perm and combi and it was sucky!
real sucky!
i din get it in sec sch n now it harder n i still dun get it!
oh well
tonite our college havin a black n white party
seems fun
ma frenx r goin
so yeah jux a chance to hang out n check out tis local band...
see how it goes...

i tin um gonna blog frm now on...

haha

yeah yeah been sayin tt...

lets see how it goes...

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