omg...
sis! paul!
im in tears jux hearin frm u guys...
hehe
im soo emo la..
feel so dumb rite nw...
hehe
thnks fer ur support...!
love u guys MANY MANY MANY!!
=)


well its been a real down weekend fer me..
din get much slp last nite...
one spent wallowin in doubt..
tinkin bout da future...
whether ma dreams can be achieved...
i mean its time ta grow up..
face reality tt ma future awaits..
will leave home soon...
n seriously another person whu tells me "dont do medicine la"
SCRAM OK!
jus get out of ma face...
seriously...
im here workin ma wits out tryin ta ACHIEVE ma DREAM!
n thr u go tellin me ta jux giv up...
screw u..
ok enuff...enuff

thali SHUT UP!

well i guess u nt da onli one walllowin..
but um da onli one whuse fixed on MEDICINE!
n i need CHEM!

um sorry i gotta get it off ma chest...
i hafta realli focus tis 6 months...
im puttin maself on house arrest...

sis cum visit me ok?!
hehe
<333


u knw tis mornin till late afternoon was all happie n joyful..
took ma "happy pills"... lol
thnks ta mandy n vamu!
super crappy durin bio n thn our long break..
but nce we were back in college..
STOOPID moral studies...
got me tinkin again...
was all crappy n laughin thruout da class..
but min it ended... was feelin all emo again...
oh well!
face da music huh!
dun cry over spilt milk...

sigh
its over if i wanna a remark its 125 pounds!
so ferget it..

anws ill scatter...


end of ma depression fer now..

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"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

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