ok darn ma blardy blog...
all ma besties cant view it..
n ppl whu can... haha so damn far away or i dun realli knw thm...
anwx...
um pretty depressed..
hais
got ma results...
was realli bad..
dunno whether its me or jux plain bad luck...
3Bs- bio.math.n.GP
1C- physics(dun realli care.not.doin.anymore)
most disappointing!
chem!
D
i seriously cldn belief it...
i worked soo hard at it..
at least i tot i did...
ppl whu din work as hard got As...
ok fine dun compare..
whu knws dey may hv worked hard..
i dunno
AHHHH!
*cries*
hais hais
dunno wad ta do...
wanna cry bt i see no pt..
i wanna do medicine!
i wanna be a DOCTOR!
its been ma aspirations since i can remember....
i need chem...
f***
im sorry um no fun to anyone rite now..
guys fer tis 6 months jux leave me huh..
gotta work ma ass off ta pull up ma grade..
realli pull it up...
ma mom said..its time ta give up everytin n giv it all u;ve got..
feel so hopeless now...
but um nt givin up..
thrs nth standin in ma way..
no heartbreaks..
no emotional ties...
jux me n ma books...
u can do it thali...
knw u can...
sigh
im even talkin ta maself now...
oh well like ma life..
ma blog is screwed... onli can be viewed like tis...wif tis stoopid pink layout!
damn im even startin ta hate pink..
tink ill go black..
jux like ma mood..
dunno why...
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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