ONE TREE HILL!!omg its BACK!
n da 1st 2 epis
rox already!lucas is wif peyton!
tot id hate it but peytons finally HAPPIE!
n dey hd dat emo connection long ago...
brooke as gorgeous as eva!
n NATHAN - omg
i wld marry him too at 17~! HAHAHn yeah watched
CHEETAH GALS 2 last nite!
its GOOD!
but high sch musical beta!
but it still ROX!
barcelona is GORGEOUS!n deres n
OoOBBER CUTTEEE guy! MAJOR EYECANDY!hahaha
i love dimples!!hehe
kinda reminded me of our
"come on ova" moments!
SCOUTS!hehe well at least most of da friendships stayed yea...
LOVE U MA AMIGAS! <33
anws din get ta
talk ta ma sis much ... nor mr aussie ytd...
was kinda tied up wif all dis mvie madness...
sorrie guys... u knw i tink its ma
CURSE..ppl i care bout are always
FAR FAR AWAY!
sighoh well..
anywho!
fri..
college darlings came ova!had a blast!
hehegot me outta ma depression fer a while...
hehe
<3
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:12:00 PM
maths test was ok. onli.got ma beauty slp.feelin more positive.cant get tis feelin out.irritated.sigh.stupid gal
wad were u tinkin
im.not.missin.u
a.t.b
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:52:00 PM
INSOMNIA!
well seriously tis whl week i prob din get any GD sleep...
ok fine.. define fallin aslp?
ta me its whn im totally knocked out n oblivious to ma surroundings..
n i dream! well i dint GET any of dat SLP! ma mind was wide awake... constantly bein flooded wif random thoughts...
n i cld open ma eyes anytime i wanted...
tts nt sleepin rite?
sigh...
wads WRONG wif me!
haha i knw pauls gonna say " WHATS RITE WIF U?"
hahah
well at tis pt...
NTH!
haha
im feelin a lil positive nw..
had a heart ta heart wif hui yin (gd frn)...
i mean we;re nt even very close..
but she kinda understood ma situation...
n u knw sharin ma thoughts wif her realli easened da burden...
n ta add i've got soo many great peeps frm across da causeway whu hav ma back!
anws i've got MASSIVE MATHS TEST TMW!
2 HR paper.
wish me luck!
thnks for da LOVE u guys!
u knw i love u ALL!
haha ZIRA too!
since tricia paul n ting love u soo!
hehe
<33333333333333333>
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
4:42:00 PM
omg...
sis! paul!
im in tears jux hearin frm u guys...
hehe
im soo emo la..
feel so dumb rite nw...
hehe
thnks fer ur support...!
love u guys MANY MANY MANY!!
=)
well its been a real down weekend fer me..
din get much slp last nite...
one spent wallowin in doubt..
tinkin bout da future...
whether ma dreams can be achieved...
i mean its time ta grow up..
face reality tt ma future awaits..
will leave home soon...
n seriously another person whu tells me "dont do medicine la"
SCRAM OK!
jus get out of ma face...
seriously...
im here workin ma wits out tryin ta ACHIEVE ma DREAM!
n thr u go tellin me ta jux giv up...
screw u..
ok enuff...enuff
thali SHUT UP!
well i guess u nt da onli one walllowin..
but um da onli one whuse fixed on MEDICINE!
n i need CHEM!
um sorry i gotta get it off ma chest...
i hafta realli focus tis 6 months...
im puttin maself on house arrest...
sis cum visit me ok?!
hehe
<333
u knw tis mornin till late afternoon was all happie n joyful..
took ma "happy pills"... lol
thnks ta mandy n vamu!
super crappy durin bio n thn our long break..
but nce we were back in college..
STOOPID moral studies...
got me tinkin again...
was all crappy n laughin thruout da class..
but min it ended... was feelin all emo again...
oh well!
face da music huh!
dun cry over spilt milk...
sigh
its over if i wanna a remark its 125 pounds!
so ferget it..
anws ill scatter...
end of ma depression fer now..
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"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:58:00 PM
ok darn ma blardy blog...
all ma besties cant view it..
n ppl whu can... haha so damn far away or i dun realli knw thm...
anwx...
um pretty depressed..
hais
got ma results...
was realli bad..
dunno whether its me or jux plain bad luck...
3Bs- bio.math.n.GP
1C- physics(dun realli care.not.doin.anymore)
most disappointing!
chem!
D
i seriously cldn belief it...
i worked soo hard at it..
at least i tot i did...
ppl whu din work as hard got As...
ok fine dun compare..
whu knws dey may hv worked hard..
i dunno
AHHHH!
*cries*
hais hais
dunno wad ta do...
wanna cry bt i see no pt..
i wanna do medicine!
i wanna be a DOCTOR!
its been ma aspirations since i can remember....
i need chem...
f***
im sorry um no fun to anyone rite now..
guys fer tis 6 months jux leave me huh..
gotta work ma ass off ta pull up ma grade..
realli pull it up...
ma mom said..its time ta give up everytin n giv it all u;ve got..
feel so hopeless now...
but um nt givin up..
thrs nth standin in ma way..
no heartbreaks..
no emotional ties...
jux me n ma books...
u can do it thali...
knw u can...
sigh
im even talkin ta maself now...
oh well like ma life..
ma blog is screwed... onli can be viewed like tis...wif tis stoopid pink layout!
damn im even startin ta hate pink..
tink ill go black..
jux like ma mood..
dunno why...
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:27:00 AM
i dunno if u guys still cant aceess ma blog....
anwx um like seriously crappy now...
had lyk 3 hrs of slp frm da day b4...slept late last nite n woke up real early fer class!
cld barely keep ma eyes open thru bio....
ta add ta it... da chap we're doin now is a real bore...evolution,selection blah blah blah...
hav sum shout outs! its like da b'day season....
to ma dearest PAUL! a.k.a bestie ak.a charmed sista!
haha soo many la!
HAPPY 19TH B'DAY!!
had a great time at ur house!
met sum great ppl...emm see if i can rememba...
zira (PRETTAY!), zuli (FRIENDLY!),yan,emm n da malay guys! haha
only hope.(miss dat song)
realli hope u had one too...
hope tis yr will be one full of smiles n laughter!
all da best in everythin!
mahal kita!
*muackxx*
n n n ....
HAPPY 19TH NISHA! (bestie frm college)
had a great time today!
haha cam-whorin
arcading!
crappin!
hehe
n da kiss!
*muacks*
hahA
mein tumse pyaar karte hoon.
pics pics pics...
hope ma damn net can pull it off...
5 yrs of frenship.... =)
our friendship will soar great heights!
erm...... lol
random...
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:33:00 PM
HAPPY NEW YR GUYS!!
may tis yr be a blessed one for u all....
may it be filled with joy and laughter...
may it be a success in every aspect....
may it be a yr wif no regrets!
college started!
crazzy madness...
yet borin new topics ta be learnt...
results comin out on da 22nd jan!
wish me luck!
got HOLIDAY hw ta complete!
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"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:29:00 PM
